This is basically me venting. It's negative. I'm grouchy. And I don't want anything fixed. I just needed to share. So stop reading now if you want to be entertained. Nothing is funny. Nothing. Not today.
I am really grouchy right now. My ears hurt. I have an ear infection in both ears. Now I'm on an antibiotic. I can't hear out of the left one, and it is extremely irritating. I have to ask people to repeat what they said. Did I mention that they HURT??? I think I am going to go take a shower and see if that helps. I guess it is a sinus infection that is causing my ear drum to bulge. What a dumb word. Bulge. It sounds vulgar. I don't like it. Instead, I think I am going to say I have an angry ear drum. I like that word. It fits how I feel. Angry.
Did I mention that I gave up Diet Coke? Not because I wanted to. Because apparently it is really bad for me. My sister told me this like years ago. Then my Mom told me. Finally Kevin said that it wasn't an option. I had to try giving it up for two weeks. Just to see how I feel. And damn it. I feel better. I LOVE DIET COKE. This sucks. Not the feeling better part. The giving up my Diet Coke. It's like an addiction. Truly. I was drinking like 80 ounces of it a day. Not to mention all the Iced Tea and water I drink. And I wonder why I'm up peeing all night! So Kevin had the last Diet Coke for dinner. And that made me angry.
One of the best sounds in the world is the opening of an ice cold Diet Coke. Or the first drink after getting it from the fountain. Which apparently they put more of the Aspartame in because it keeps it tasting better...and that's how I liked it best. Apparently it can cause symptoms of MS and Fibromyalgia. Wouldn't that be great if my Fibromyalgia was really just Aspartame poisoning? My hips are barely hurting. That is just amazing. And I quit taking my Lyrica.
Oh--something else I feel like complaining about. Our neighbors have their crap in our yard. I know. I've complained before. But now, they have someone over there rolling our yard. Yes, it is only a little section, but it is still irritating. And Trevor really likes their son and they play together. So I feel guilty asking them to move their swing set. Because he likes to play on it too. But in the same breath, that takes guts. And our insurance company sent us a letter that we can't have it in our yard because we told them we didn't have one...or a Trampoline. We need a fence. A big huge fence. Sadly, they seem pretty nice. And I don't want to be a big jerk, but come on!
I'm also grochy because I would like to be independently wealthy and be a stay at home mom. Not going to happen. Unless I come up with some great invention. I would love to Scrapbook for a living. Maybe once the economy is better that's what I can do! I will do that before I retire...or maybe that's what I will do when I retire. I think I could teach people how to Scrapbook. Even people who aren't crafty. I could make them kits. Kind of like the paint by number kits, but for scrapbooking.
I also have issues with lazy parents. We are working on Day Camp and are getting ready to go this weekend for training and I just realized that NOBODY is volunteering to help! Do they not realize that it is Boy Scouts of America, Not Baby Sitters of America??? Ugh. And those are the first to complain about today's youth. Ummm....GET INVOLVED!!!
I should probably go to bed. Maybe I'll be nicer tomorrow. If my ears feel like this, I'm staying home and sleeping. All day. It is supposed to rain tonight. Maybe that's why they're hurting worse. Maybe it's the pressure.